I cant sit still. I haven’t been able to all evening. I just have to keep moving. I swear I’m going to wear a hole in the carpet from pacing.

I should not drink five hour energy. I was real happy and everything was great and now everything’s turned around and I’m jumpy and not ina good place.

but before I go to sleep early like the old person I am can I just say that I am truly happier than I’ve been in a really long time. I haven’t smiled this much in longer than I can remember. It’s just hard to put into words. She makes me happy, and nervous, and I can be myself around her. 

it’s 11 o’clock and i think i may go to sleep right now… I’ve got nothing to do and I could use the sleep.

maybe people will actually be able to see them now haha

The first time we kissed I forgot how to breathe

i was going to change my URL but the only other one i wanted was taken…. oh well

why was i just embarrassed by my roommate walking in on me watching mean girls?

I just tried to type also and typed salsa instead… i think i may be a little hungry

One of these days
I’ll find a reason to make a change
A change I’ve needed for a long while

My illusion need to leave me
All they do is let me pretend
But its hard to get away from someone you call your best friend.

Who knows
I don’t
Maybe I’ve found it