I cant sit still. I haven’t been able to all evening. I just have to keep moving. I swear I’m going to wear a hole in the carpet from pacing.
I should not drink five hour energy. I was real happy and everything was great and now everything’s turned around and I’m jumpy and not ina good place.
but before I go to sleep early like the old person I am can I just say that I am truly happier than I’ve been in a really long time. I haven’t smiled this much in longer than I can remember. It’s just hard to put into words. She makes me happy, and nervous, and I can be myself around her.
it’s 11 o’clock and i think i may go to sleep right now… I’ve got nothing to do and I could use the sleep.
maybe people will actually be able to see them now haha
The first time we kissed I forgot how to breathe
i was going to change my URL but the only other one i wanted was taken…. oh well
why was i just embarrassed by my roommate walking in on me watching mean girls?
I just tried to type also and typed salsa instead… i think i may be a little hungry
One of these days
I’ll find a reason to make a change
A change I’ve needed for a long while
My illusion need to leave me
All they do is let me pretend
But its hard to get away from someone you call your best friend.
Maybe I’ve found it